(2021-11-11) Rival Voices Confessions

Rival Voices: CONFESSIONS. Rival was never about the content. Rival was always about a particular sensibility

Of course no part of this was planned, you can’t plan spontaneous growth, it is always already being discovered in the moment

I am doing new things in a new way by doing the old things in a new way.

And that way is… less effort, less planned

more life-affirming, more honest

Many years ago, I had -- I did -- I can’t even call it ‘therapy’ because the guy I did it with would be upset

we were a match and spent hours ‘roaming my mind-space’.

‘What are we doing all of this for?’ I asked. He mused that maybe in finding liberation myself I’d automatically liberate those around me and I thought he was full of shit.
I don’t think so anymore.

I have found myself redoing and undoing everything. (cf radical undoing)

...my most profound goal is to act from a place of… wholeness, goodness

and, in that, letting that purity of intention infect others.

The other answer is that… All my previous writing style was maniac